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[hasteful]

... I don't know if he can do that. If it's possible, I feel like Haru-san would've...

[well. you know.]

... but you're right. I wish there was a way to support Kaveh-san and Shu-san better. They'll be joining the groups of 2-person teams...

[foxicide]

I always thought that Haru let Ylfa do it, because she's closer to Gerard.

[but who knows what went down in that warehouse to cuck nu,

though in that vein, it makes sense for shu to step aside for kaveh. or one of moist m's members]

I think Shu will be fine. And he's Kaveh's teammate, so he'll know how to handle him best.

[hasteful]

Mm... I guess I won't know anything about that.

[every member of bdsm went into the execution ring except buzen and i think that's the absolute funniest thing in the world]

Shu-san does seem really steady, huh...

[foxicide]

[STOPPPP DANA I WISHED U GOT TO EXECUTEEEEEE]

I tried to provoke him the night of D's trial, but he didn't rise to the bait. I was sure he wanted to kill me though.

[it was intriguing, but like... maybe it was all in rang's head.]

[hasteful]

[ . . . ]

Why did you do that.

[foxicide]

It's because he didn't ask outright, whether or not I killed Rin. Even though he thought I did. So I told why D killed Rin, without telling him it was D. That made him angry.

But he didn't do anything, in the end.

[evidence of rang's bad personality week 1]

[hasteful]

Ah... I feel like... he probably just thought that you were gonna get what you deserved the next day.

[ . . . ]

That was a complicated one, huh.

[foxicide]

He was one of the few who went to see me after.

[so maybe that too boosted shu up,]

...Everyone from Go To Sleep did, actually.

[hasteful]

[ . . . he just hums faintly at that]

They're a good group. Or at least... I'm pretty fond of them.

I'm sure they're suffering tonight.

[foxicide]

...You can't help them.

[a beat, then]

But you can help Nahida, when she arrives.

[hasteful]

I will.

[ . . . ]

But there has to be something we can do for Kaveh-san and Shu-san... right? Even if it's just telling them to keep their hopes up...

[foxicide]

[he clicks his tongue, then]

You don't have to pretend in your messages to them next time. Though we should check to see what Nightingale says.

Hopefully, we'll be able to share more with the other side. They'll feel better knowing you're looking after her for them.

[hasteful]

[he nods at that]

I felt kinda bad... Kaveh-san sent me a message asking if I was Buzen or if I was someone who could reach Buzen and...

He just said sorry again.

I don't want to trick him anymore.

[foxicide]

[sweet buzen.....]

Do you understand now? Why he's sorry.

[hasteful]

Barely.

[BUZEN WAS NEVER MAD ABOUT IT]

I still think he was right...

[foxicide]

[BUZEN rang like well I THINK HE'S WRONG but they're saved from having a repeat discussion about that]

He can still be right, and you can still be hurt.

[hasteful]

[he tilts his head]

... it didn't hurt that much. Or at least, it wasn't a hurt that I didn't feel like I deserved.

[foxicide]

He's soft enough that he still feels bad about that.

[they're at the sushi shop so he'll pop open a menu]

Or do you think all hurts are justified if you deserve them?

[hasteful]

[sushi! buzen will do the same...]

That sounds colder than I mean it to... but maybe, I guess so. If someone did something wrong, and you're mad at them, that can be deserved.

I did something wrong, so Kaveh-san got mad... that makes sense to me.

[foxicide]

[time to eat spicy edamame whole, he snorts]

You might have did something wrong, but there were other people who deserved it more. At least be mad at the right people.

[this is rich coming from rang who is mad at a group of people for one person's actions]

But I know what you'd say. That you rather be the only one people are mad at, or something.

[hasteful]

[he shakes his head]

No... If someone did something wrong, then people should know the right person to be mad at. I don't really care for situations where the wrong people are blamed, or people get away from the consequences of their actions.

... I just think that if I disappointed someone, it makes sense if they're not happy with me. I don't want them to feel bad about that.

[foxicide]

It's that heart of yours.

[he'd say it derisively if this was a few weeks ago, but not now, not when he doesn't hate it.]

Would you rather be the only person they're mad at? If Kaveh said the same thing to Matsui that he said to you, then would you have accepted that?

[hasteful]

No, but that's—

[ . . . . hmmm. he frowns, getting a vague sense of what rang is suggesting here.]

... Matsu's different from me. I won't get in the way if it's a consequence for Matsu's actions, but he's way smarter than I am. He's more honest than I am, too. I think that's just not as fair...

[foxicide]

[baby... rang eyes him as he hands off the menu to the shadow waiter person,]

That's what I thought too, when you said Kaveh blamed you and Matsui. Maybe you two do deserve it, but not in a way that's fair to you.

[hasteful]

[buzen will do the same... their sushi,]

... maybe it's too sweeping, to talk about what's fair or unfair around here.