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[foxicide]

He was one of the few who went to see me after.

[so maybe that too boosted shu up,]

...Everyone from Go To Sleep did, actually.

[hasteful]

[ . . . he just hums faintly at that]

They're a good group. Or at least... I'm pretty fond of them.

I'm sure they're suffering tonight.

[foxicide]

...You can't help them.

[a beat, then]

But you can help Nahida, when she arrives.

[hasteful]

I will.

[ . . . ]

But there has to be something we can do for Kaveh-san and Shu-san... right? Even if it's just telling them to keep their hopes up...

[foxicide]

[he clicks his tongue, then]

You don't have to pretend in your messages to them next time. Though we should check to see what Nightingale says.

Hopefully, we'll be able to share more with the other side. They'll feel better knowing you're looking after her for them.

[hasteful]

[he nods at that]

I felt kinda bad... Kaveh-san sent me a message asking if I was Buzen or if I was someone who could reach Buzen and...

He just said sorry again.

I don't want to trick him anymore.

[foxicide]

[sweet buzen.....]

Do you understand now? Why he's sorry.

[hasteful]

Barely.

[BUZEN WAS NEVER MAD ABOUT IT]

I still think he was right...

[foxicide]

[BUZEN rang like well I THINK HE'S WRONG but they're saved from having a repeat discussion about that]

He can still be right, and you can still be hurt.

[hasteful]

[he tilts his head]

... it didn't hurt that much. Or at least, it wasn't a hurt that I didn't feel like I deserved.

[foxicide]

He's soft enough that he still feels bad about that.

[they're at the sushi shop so he'll pop open a menu]

Or do you think all hurts are justified if you deserve them?

[hasteful]

[sushi! buzen will do the same...]

That sounds colder than I mean it to... but maybe, I guess so. If someone did something wrong, and you're mad at them, that can be deserved.

I did something wrong, so Kaveh-san got mad... that makes sense to me.

[foxicide]

[time to eat spicy edamame whole, he snorts]

You might have did something wrong, but there were other people who deserved it more. At least be mad at the right people.

[this is rich coming from rang who is mad at a group of people for one person's actions]

But I know what you'd say. That you rather be the only one people are mad at, or something.

[hasteful]

[he shakes his head]

No... If someone did something wrong, then people should know the right person to be mad at. I don't really care for situations where the wrong people are blamed, or people get away from the consequences of their actions.

... I just think that if I disappointed someone, it makes sense if they're not happy with me. I don't want them to feel bad about that.

[foxicide]

It's that heart of yours.

[he'd say it derisively if this was a few weeks ago, but not now, not when he doesn't hate it.]

Would you rather be the only person they're mad at? If Kaveh said the same thing to Matsui that he said to you, then would you have accepted that?

[hasteful]

No, but that's—

[ . . . . hmmm. he frowns, getting a vague sense of what rang is suggesting here.]

... Matsu's different from me. I won't get in the way if it's a consequence for Matsu's actions, but he's way smarter than I am. He's more honest than I am, too. I think that's just not as fair...

[foxicide]

[baby... rang eyes him as he hands off the menu to the shadow waiter person,]

That's what I thought too, when you said Kaveh blamed you and Matsui. Maybe you two do deserve it, but not in a way that's fair to you.

[hasteful]

[buzen will do the same... their sushi,]

... maybe it's too sweeping, to talk about what's fair or unfair around here.

[foxicide]

[teehee, now that they're WAITING for their SUSHI, rang just props his chin up with one hand so that he doesn't fall over on this table,]

That's your way of saying 'I won't change my mind, so drop it', isn't it?

[he's smirking as he says it though]

[hasteful]

[he shakes his head]

You don't have to drop it.

[but

he's not changing his mind,]

[foxicide]

[BUT HE WON'T CHANGE HIS MIND!!!]

If I don't, then it'll sound like I'm nagging.

[it already kind of does rang?]

I wonder who's more stubborn... You or Nahida?

[hasteful]

Depends.

If you give a good enough argument, I think you can convince Nahi-chan into most stuff.

[buzen you can give a good argument but emotionally if he's not vibing with it, he might still elect to not budge even if he admits you're right]

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But not you?

[does that mean buzen wouldn't call rang oppa if he asked]

[hasteful]

[he would because that's not something to be stubborn about]

I can think someone is right factually but still have feelings about it that go the other way.

I think that's true for a lot of people.

[foxicide]

[please be stubborn about calling someone oppa buzen]

For me, I can think someone is right factually, but I don't want to admit it because I spent so much time trying to make you see things my way.

[that's called sulking]