[he repeats, evenly. but there is a sheen in his eyes,]
I feel like I'll die if I don't. Haha. [haha!!!] Maybe that's why I can still see him? The worst part of this entire fucking experience, without any of the relief.
And he's dead too, so it's not like I can kill him again.
[ unfortunately he's equipped to handle unhinged ]
I see. [ he does not, actually, but that's fine. boy does this bring up a whole lot of questions about what it means to be erased, but those are for another time - for now, fei du frowns, straight brows coming together in a furrow. ]
... How cruel that is. [ that he can still feel him like that. ] Who else was with you?
Not from what I saw. We didn't plan to be there, so we didn't have any pillows or sleeping bags. And Rin didn't look armed, but maybe he had something on him.
[he shrugs!!! watches rin do a cartwheel around fei du]
Mn. I doubt it. [ imagine he had a glock. he tucks his hands in his pockets after a moment, looking back out at the lake. ] It's going to be a long day, tomorrow.
[ the look on fei du's face suggests that perhaps he agrees with this statement - just a raised tic of an eyebrow, before he shakes his head. ]
I think we can manage alright without you. [ dry, but it's a little affectionate. ] Just do whatever you need to take care of yourself, in the meantime.
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Rang. [ he sounds... amused... ] Are you deep diving for evidence, or the scene of your crime?
[ don't joke like that ]
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at that he laughs,]
Just checking to see if I'd still see him while underwater.
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[ but he will pull off his suit coat and offer it out? here. ] You're going to catch a cold, at this rate. Here.
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[he reaches out to touch the coat, and presses it back to Fei Du.]
Keep it. Now that Rin's dead, I'll keep feeling like shit until this week is over.
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You can still feel him? And - saw him?
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[he repeats, evenly. but there is a sheen in his eyes,]
I feel like I'll die if I don't. Haha. [haha!!!] Maybe that's why I can still see him? The worst part of this entire fucking experience, without any of the relief.
And he's dead too, so it's not like I can kill him again.
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You see him in the lake, even still. [ it's like a realization, the second time - more murmured to himself, than anything else. god. ]
Were you two together last night?
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[sorry that rang WILL have unhinged energy throughout this entire convo]
We were at the tower.
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I see. [ he does not, actually, but that's fine. boy does this bring up a whole lot of questions about what it means to be erased, but those are for another time - for now, fei du frowns, straight brows coming together in a furrow. ]
... How cruel that is. [ that he can still feel him like that. ] Who else was with you?
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Haru and Monika.
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Did you all bring anything up with you, as far as you could tell? If there's anything we need to be looking out for.
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[he shrugs!!! watches rin do a cartwheel around fei du]
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Mn. I doubt it. [ imagine he had a glock. he tucks his hands in his pockets after a moment, looking back out at the lake. ] It's going to be a long day, tomorrow.
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I'm probably not going to be useful. Not that I was last week.
[he will be even lower than the bar he established last time]
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I think we can manage alright without you. [ dry, but it's a little affectionate. ] Just do whatever you need to take care of yourself, in the meantime.