D received a phone call, telling him to kill or be erased. The choice to kill Rin out of all the others was his, but he was still forced to make it. He would not have chosen to erase in the first place if the decision was entirely up to him.
He told me once he thought he would cease to exist the way he does now after his mission was over, because his sword had been lost. [biting her lip.] So I just thought that it would be less cruel than someone who had a chance to make it back and live a full life after this. It had nothing to do with wanting to bring you all down.
[rang thinks that he's very glad, for libby and himself, that he is some distance away, because the shock of emotions that goes through him now won't benefit anyone, not even himself.
he wishes he could stop feeling. that it all could stop. maybe nahri had a point after all, that not feeling anything was better than the alternative,]
I see.
[he's so angry, but there's no point -- why should he be angry, what has he ever done for Buzen? if he lashes out now, then he won't get to hear the rest. so he keeps it contained,]
Did you bring him back to the cathedral? Or did he go back himself?
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D received a phone call, telling him to kill or be erased. The choice to kill Rin out of all the others was his, but he was still forced to make it. He would not have chosen to erase in the first place if the decision was entirely up to him.
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That isn't the message I received. So maybe things have gotten worse.
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[he's not sure, he doesn't know libby well -- if at all, but he'd change the conditions too, if he wanted people to erase.]
Why Buzen? Was he a part of the message?
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[pausing, deciding how to word this.]
He told me once he thought he would cease to exist the way he does now after his mission was over, because his sword had been lost. [biting her lip.] So I just thought that it would be less cruel than someone who had a chance to make it back and live a full life after this. It had nothing to do with wanting to bring you all down.
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he wishes he could stop feeling. that it all could stop. maybe nahri had a point after all, that not feeling anything was better than the alternative,]
I see.
[he's so angry, but there's no point -- why should he be angry, what has he ever done for Buzen? if he lashes out now, then he won't get to hear the rest. so he keeps it contained,]
Did you bring him back to the cathedral? Or did he go back himself?
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He asked me to help him there when he was too sick to walk on his own.
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...That does sound like him.
How did he get sick exactly? Did he ingest the chemicals thinking it was the shake -- or did you manage to throw it at him while he was attacking you?
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I only need to touch someone to use my psych.