[this sounds familiar in a way that rang has observed humans who've felt like this before. regret over not saying anything, loving someone at a distance. but it's not something he's personally experienced himself,]
and after you tell them? what's the point if they're going to leave you?
[I THOUGHT I SUBMITTED MY TAG FOR THIS????? i hate it here
Most of the memory doesn't come as a complete surprise, and Rang has to wonder if their discussion had somehow prompted this memory of all memories to materialize. The details though, those were definitely missing. And the shape of Netzach's love is still such a mystery -- a love that takes the form of longing, waiting, and never demanding.
Or maybe it's not that strange, after all.]
Even if she did come back to life, would anything have changed?
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and after you tell them?
what's the point if they're going to leave you?
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a lot won't assume things like that. they won't know anyone cares about them if no one says it, you know?
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i don't really think about others that much
[as netzach probably knows]
so stuff about what they're feeling or thinking is beyond me
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they can be pretty hard to read in that way, anyway.
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sometimes they can be.
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where are you, anyway
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i lost track trying to find somewhere the living can't find. where are you?
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i'm at the hotel
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[rang will head over to the hotel to meet netzach anyway, hi netzach]
It's your fault if the living see us.
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[anyway it's every effect week which means: memshare time. the living may not be here, but presumably, pigs somehow are.
what he gets is storytime, more or less. why is netzach the way he is? this probably explains a bit of it.]
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Most of the memory doesn't come as a complete surprise, and Rang has to wonder if their discussion had somehow prompted this memory of all memories to materialize. The details though, those were definitely missing. And the shape of Netzach's love is still such a mystery -- a love that takes the form of longing, waiting, and never demanding.
Or maybe it's not that strange, after all.]
Even if she did come back to life, would anything have changed?