rang will find him wherever netzach's chosen to look, his gaze cutting to him. the emotions here are very carefully restrained, like the force of his will is being put towards not letting a single emotion out,]
You won't find him outside.
[because he can tell, by netzach's determination, that he's trying to look for something -- or someone, and that only has to be matsui]</small.
[netzach knows, because there's probably only one thing that he'd have meant by telling them not to bother, but what else is he supposed to do? there's a definite edge of something helpless to his particular mix of Bad Vibes, over the usual lingering resignation-- it's always like this, isn't it. you can never save the people nearest to you.]
[...it's a sentiment that would surprise rang, if netzach hadn't made it clear that he likes his company.
this is the trouble with connections, rang thinks. because it'll blind him in the face of the truth, because it'll hurt worse if it happens to be someone he likes.]
I don't now if we'll survive. [simply, then] But if there's a way out, then I'll try to take it.
[hoped he would, maybe. it doesn't ease his emotions much, but it does seem to at least do something.]
...there has to be some way. It can't be as easy as just... both of you staying in the warehouse next week or we could all do that, but-- I don't know. Thought about it earlier. Bet I could poison the door before going back to mine or something.
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rang will find him wherever netzach's chosen to look, his gaze cutting to him. the emotions here are very carefully restrained, like the force of his will is being put towards not letting a single emotion out,]
You won't find him outside.
[because he can tell, by netzach's determination, that he's trying to look for something -- or someone, and that only has to be matsui]</small.
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[netzach knows, because there's probably only one thing that he'd have meant by telling them not to bother, but what else is he supposed to do? there's a definite edge of something helpless to his particular mix of Bad Vibes, over the usual lingering resignation-- it's always like this, isn't it. you can never save the people nearest to you.]
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He won't break himself tonight.
[as if this little bit can be solace, except rang says it like it's another tragedy -- that matsui can't die here and now,]
I can't promise what he'll do tomorrow though.
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...don't think anyone can, except for him.
[he's still not stopping, by the way, so rang is going to have to walk with him here.]
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I want to know who did it.
[conversationally, even as something roils inside of him,]
I didn't think anyone would be strategic enough to try, so I want to see who proved me wrong.
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[it sounds pretty neutral, despite the nature of the question.]
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...No, not while Matsui is still here.
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[he nods at that, absently. the bad vibes have not eased at all.]
...I want to know, too. Not just because of him, but doing this right after last week...
I don't want to see anything happen to you guys.
[either of them.]
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this is the trouble with connections, rang thinks. because it'll blind him in the face of the truth, because it'll hurt worse if it happens to be someone he likes.]
I don't now if we'll survive. [simply, then] But if there's a way out, then I'll try to take it.
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[hoped he would, maybe. it doesn't ease his emotions much, but it does seem to at least do something.]
...there has to be some way. It can't be as easy as just... both of you staying in the warehouse next week or we could all do that, but-- I don't know. Thought about it earlier. Bet I could poison the door before going back to mine or something.
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there's a blip of something at that, surprise maybe. a warped sort of amusement at the realization that people could be worried about him, even now]
If Matsui lives long enough until Thursday, then I'll make sure to do something.
[he doesn't know what either, but]
...Though, we could just as easily lash out at the rest of you instead.
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You could, but would it actually do anything for you...?
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[he knows who he is!!!!! it won't do anything, but]
I've done things out of impulse before, and there are a few people here who have pissed me off this week that I wouldn't mind erasing, you know?
[WHY WOULD HE KNOW]
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[he's finding somewhere to sit and just settling there, knees pulled to his chest, arms wrapped around his legs.]
If you really need to work some of it out, I'll help.