[rang? not being asshole? no i kid i love him. anyway, hikari looks away, apparently unable to respond to that. rationally, hikari knows rang is right, but the shame of fleeing that night still lingers, all the more knowing he had to leave someone behind, that he couldn't give any of his slaughtered people a burial, that mugen has since then gone on to commit more horrors.
so he disregards the comment altogether, letting it fall into silence. ultimately, he settles for a simple—]
I will return, with my friends by my side. [if they get out of here, first.] And I will cut Mugen down, for the sake of the future.
[at this point, it is neither contempt nor rage that guides his hand, but an acknowledgment of what must be done, pragmatically.]
[DON'T LOVE HIM HE IS INSANE (aki voice) INANE also he notices how hikari doesn't even respond? rude? this trying to make someone feel better thing is harder than it looks...
and probably impossible, considering those chain of events,]
We both want to kill our brothers -- [don't assign want to hikari] but I guess for different reasons... Does that make us the same? Different?
he also has no idea what the FCK to say to this, because it feels awkward to be grouped in with rang's grudge against his own brother but it also feels arrogant to be like nah man we're different.]
... It is not something I would wish for another to have in common. [...] Though there is no love lost between me and mine. I am horrified at the lengths he went to, but Mugen's opinion of me has never been a surprise.
[and even though hikari isn't completely sure that he can say that he hates mugen, even now, he knows that he has never loved him either. in that regard, he and rang are very different.]
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Now that he's no longer able to see the memory, he watches Hikari instead, the minute expressions on his face as he replies, hmmmm]
There is no salvation for those who won't save themselves.
[the words sound so very out of character for rang, and they should -- it sounds a little like he's quoting someone else,]
I'd call it a strategic retreat, rather than running away.
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so he disregards the comment altogether, letting it fall into silence. ultimately, he settles for a simple—]
I will return, with my friends by my side. [if they get out of here, first.] And I will cut Mugen down, for the sake of the future.
[at this point, it is neither contempt nor rage that guides his hand, but an acknowledgment of what must be done, pragmatically.]
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and probably impossible, considering those chain of events,]
We both want to kill our brothers -- [don't assign want to hikari] but I guess for different reasons... Does that make us the same? Different?
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he also has no idea what the FCK to say to this, because it feels awkward to be grouped in with rang's grudge against his own brother but it also feels arrogant to be like nah man we're different.]
... It is not something I would wish for another to have in common. [...] Though there is no love lost between me and mine. I am horrified at the lengths he went to, but Mugen's opinion of me has never been a surprise.
[and even though hikari isn't completely sure that he can say that he hates mugen, even now, he knows that he has never loved him either. in that regard, he and rang are very different.]
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Really? I like it though.
[THAT THEY BOTH HAVE BROTHER TRAUMA!!!! at least, this no longer wants to make rang stab hikari for seeing a personal memory,]
Yeon's the same way. He always thought I was a burden to him.
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also this is so depressing, rang. once again, hikari has no idea what to say to this.]
... But you loved him still.
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Does that change anything?
[it changes a lot actually]
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[hikari already knows half of court is going to hate him the moment he says he supports equality]
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I guess a headache's better than losing their head. I wonder if they'll be grateful though?
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I have no need for their gratitude, so long as they ultimately understand why I intend to break tradition.
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