[he doesn't know what the stop is for. for calling yeon a jerk? he is. and rang thinks it's so idiotic of him to still care about him, after everything.
in that, he can relate with lambda -- that kind of love, when you want that person to be with you forever. he knows it, he's had it. it's the worst kind, because whatever that person does, you're just left with what remains in your heart, nothing.
in this, he's in the wrong. he always was, actually. that he was selfish enough to accept in the first place, that he thought laying out the boundaries -- the conditions -- would be enough. that whatever small time they have here would be all they need before they'd have to leave.
(he hates that even with someone who will love him forever, he still doesn't want to stay. he just wants to stop. why should anyone stay with him, if he's going to be like this?) he raises a hand to his face to swipe hard at it before the tears can come,]
I'll talk to her. [And then after this, I'll...] That's all I can promise.
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[he doesn't know what the stop is for. for calling yeon a jerk? he is. and rang thinks it's so idiotic of him to still care about him, after everything.
in that, he can relate with lambda -- that kind of love, when you want that person to be with you forever. he knows it, he's had it. it's the worst kind, because whatever that person does, you're just left with what remains in your heart, nothing.
in this, he's in the wrong. he always was, actually. that he was selfish enough to accept in the first place, that he thought laying out the boundaries -- the conditions -- would be enough. that whatever small time they have here would be all they need before they'd have to leave.
(he hates that even with someone who will love him forever, he still doesn't want to stay. he just wants to stop. why should anyone stay with him, if he's going to be like this?) he raises a hand to his face to swipe hard at it before the tears can come,]
I'll talk to her. [And then after this, I'll...] That's all I can promise.