Because even if you don't think you have much longer in your immortal lifespan, it doesn't matter to me how much time we have left—if someone loves you, that's always something to treasure.
And like I said, you only have to get it right once. Based on what I know of her... Lam won't let you let it get it wrong.
[she will love you more than she loves herself, just like the way you love people
because that's how rang cares about buzen and matsui - and he can only imagine what it's like for lambda. but it's different, because it's the type of love that buzen is pretty sure scares rang way worse.
his own emotions are steady - they pulse with that concern and affection, even if there's just the slightest dot of ire in it. his favorite people shouldn't be in this weird situation.]
I don't know the details of your own emotions... but if care about her and still say say no, you're hurting her way more than you're hurting yourself. But the fact that it still hurts both of you makes me mad.
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And like I said, you only have to get it right once. Based on what I know of her... Lam won't let you let it get it wrong.
[she will love you more than she loves herself, just like the way you love people
because that's how rang cares about buzen and matsui - and he can only imagine what it's like for lambda. but it's different, because it's the type of love that buzen is pretty sure scares rang way worse.
his own emotions are steady - they pulse with that concern and affection, even if there's just the slightest dot of ire in it. his favorite people shouldn't be in this weird situation.]
I don't know the details of your own emotions... but if care about her and still say say no, you're hurting her way more than you're hurting yourself. But the fact that it still hurts both of you makes me mad.