[The words hurt, he can't say that they don't. And a part of him wants to pull back from Buzen, at someone else who'd kill him for the sake of a goal, something that will always be more important than him. He doesn't want to be hurt like that again.

But he'd always known that it would be possible. Buzen isn't anything like Yeon.]

I am angry, and I don't forgive you. I won't forgive you if you kill me for real here, and I don't forgive you for hurting yourself like this. [Even though I know that's who you are. That you'll always take the blame.] I'm angry that you think the solution is to abandon us. If you call it protecting again, then I'm going to get even angrier.

I don't care about my life as much as I care about you and Matsui. Does that upset you?