But I care. [and his statement comes out in a bit of a growl, frustrated] Because I'd do the same thing here, if I was given a mission that told me you had to die. I'd kill you. Shouldn't you be angrier with me for that?

I'm tired of everyone forgiving me, I don't want to be forgiven - I want you all to get away from me before I get a chance to hurt you.

[despite this - his hand grips on tighter to rang's. it's harder to say if it's out of frustration, or some sort of unspoken want that buzen doesn't even know he feels]

Isn't that a normal thing to want? Can't you all just - treasure yourselves more?